ADNAN OKTAR: "I sometimes get defeated in my struggle with my lower-self. I feel deeply sad about this. I feel so exhausted and so scattered that I do not know to what do. On such a day, as if it is a punishment for me, your website doesn't work and I cannot watch the live program for a while. First I tussle with the computer and then I get cross with my lower-self and repent. Then I look and see that you are on my screen. While I repent, if only I could die for the approval of Allah before I fall into the hands of my lower-self again.. What use is this pitch-black transparent world, anyway? Please tell me something my dear Master. Mucahide."

Now Mucahide what are you doing? Why should you die? May Allah give you a long life. The longer you live, the more you would serve, the more you would earn the approval of Allah. Wanting to die as soon as possible is an abnormal behavior. How is that possible? I do want a long life from Allah. That is because the longer we live, the more we would serve, the more merits we would acquire and the more we would earn the approval of Allah. To die is the easiest thing. How is that possible? And additionally, where did you come up with the idea that the world is pitch black and transparent? That is what Allah sees. It is an aspect of the world that Allah sees. Allah can see the world in another form, and another form and can make it seen in another form as well. But in order to break our lower-selves Allah had established such a system. I mean, Allah does not make you face a pitch-black world anyway; He does not make you face a transparent world. He makes you face a colorful, lively, sparkling and luminous world. Right?   

Mucahide this is not okay now. You should correct this. Insha'Allah. You should say; "Master, may Allah give me, you and all of us a long life and let me serve Islam and the Qur'an effusively and let me serve the religion." Right?